试考

厉害咯
够力咯
完全不当试考一回事那样
还是有出去
而且是每天出
不知道自己到底会不会做的
感觉上会。。感觉上又不会
咳咳咳
读书啊。。
有这样困难吗
再过几个月罢了咯
就定结局了
不能捱过咩。。
哈哈。。

伪装

还能伪装几久呢。。
真的很想不到。。
跟他聊天时。。
觉得他很惨。。
因为付出了。。
还是一样。。
世界就是那么的残酷。。
也不明白到底是什么。。
某天也会不一样。。
吵架。。斗嘴。。冷战。。
根本就是会发生的。。
而且有那么硬的嘴加上动作。。
只会越陷越深。。
看到了。。又怎样。。
能告诉吗。。
问也是一样。。
没问又很好奇。。
什么都不想当。。
活在自己的世界也许比较好。。
因为不想知道。。不想懂。。
想知又不说。。也只好这样。。
某个阶段。。某个程度。。
是有限的。。
人不能分来分去。。
只有一个。。
不是他就是另一个他。。

睡觉！！
辛苦！！

哇靠

看到分数自己都会晕咯。。
能怎样叻。。
已经尽力了。。还要尽力吗？
离考试时期还有一个月。。
在这短短期间。。要珍惜了。。
对自己要负责。。
但是还是有很多节目。。
朋友生日要到了。。要买礼物。。
要筹备。。哈哈。。买红酒。。
醉醉掉给他们。。
24小时根本就不够用。。
给我这个不懂安排时间的人。。
谁这样好帮我咯。。
怎样安排好时间。。
要傻了。。
读书时做功课时。。
永远做到一半一定会去看电视。。
或着玩电脑。。或着出去外面。。
都做不完的。。
到学校只好被老师洗够够。。
每天在学校说去玩去玩。。
好像都没去到。。
都给自己爽的。。哈哈。。
哇靠。。
现在越多功课。。
像山这样高。。
可以生灰尘放着那。。
在怎样。。
大家。。加油加油！！

彭亨站

今天有一位侨婆在旁边一直打扰我

害我的部落各写到不像样
他叫我写关于爱情的
我完全没有idea
-------------------------------
我很想你们
在这里快要变猪了咯
整天吃睡吃睡
脸也变圆了啦
真讨厌
明天下kl...
去开始我的生活了...
哈哈

爱就对了还是错了

爱是对的

错的是我们
还没学会爱

就急 着爱人

而爱错人

可是

爱就对了

遇到下一个

爱上就爱了
痛苦或快乐 都是我的

爱就对了

遇到下一个

爱上就爱了
吃醋也好
也是我的

爱是对的

错的是别人
自以为懂爱

才 会有爱人又伤害爱人

可是

爱就对了

爱了就值得

爱就能懂得
爱这门功课
要有经验才懂得如何爱人

考试后

今天最后天考半年考试···
两个星期里···玩也有···读也有但跟着电视一起读···
考试完了很爽···但成绩也是要面对···
必须对自己所做出的负责任···
考不好谁都不能怪···谁叫书不读···能怎样···
常常被念···烦啊···
今天和朋友去看电影···
大概一个月没去了···
还是被说···
———————————————————————————
等下上kl···
不懂几时才到家···
总之开学前肯定到···哈哈···
钱花到好厉害最近···
惨惨！！
什么都不想想···

Feeling

you all want think how juz think...
not need care wat i'm think...
and i wordless~~
when find me, maybe can't..but not all the time can't..but you guys juz feel like tat...
if i find you all, surely tat u all will free...didn't have any date!
and today...evening....it alright...
i can't angry and cuz i not u...the choice is make by ownself...
算就算~
i dunno how to do...and juz follow u feeling...
this is the last year...hope everything fine~
sincerely, juz accompany friend...need like this?
haiz..all my fault right...admit admit...
u all happy can liao...
dua bui~

知道

明明知道却假装不知道。。
明明不可能却不理。。
明明是事实却不肯面对。。
事实摆在眼前却逃离。。
残酷的世界也就是存在的世界。。
永远都不属于我的东西。。
有一天我会慢慢的明白。。
世界上不能为了一个事而放弃所有事。。
需不需要一个人是另一回事。。
需不需要人陪是另一回事。。
需不需要一起创造回忆也是另一回事。。
如果时间到就是时候在一起。。
也许是放弃。。也许从来没。。
喜欢人不需要原因。。
但一生一世却不能保证。。
但会保证对你好。。
不喜欢就该告诉。。
勉强也没用。。勇于说出来。。
对双方都好。。



《右手边》 《我不配》
我的主题曲。。哈哈。。
好好的去发展吧。。
空再见面。。
我一点也不配。。
根本就不。。
选择放开让你去追求你要的幸福。。
也许下一个会比我更会珍惜你。。哈哈

放开

也许你我都不是同世界的朋友
你的性格我不知道
我的性格你也不知道
我们总是为了小小事而吵架
我也不明白
我在乎我们的友情
我不知道你在乎吗
有时生气哄哄你
也是个乐趣
有时弄你生气
也不是故意的
跟我写信息心痛
跟我写的人都会墔心
因为我懒惰写
不找我也罢的这句话
是多么的深刻
但我会右耳进左耳出
也变了习惯
不知道那一天
我们都累了
不知道那时候我们在那了
当你孤单时
还有我
别忘了
虽然我知道
我们不可能一辈子见到面
迟早有一天
我们会为各自生活而忙
但始终
当我看到这部落格
我会想到这一切
从认识
到永远

Suffer

Exam week got badminton match...what can do...a lot of thing happen in school...get scold by teacher lar...can't follow la...that good also if not following...but then, if following need to take all paper for the two days if can, cuz after that is a week holidays dy...if today i didn't have exam, maybe now is enjoying...and today make me really thinking of result...just taking chemistry paper...failed...not been study yet...if study what will be the result? still da same...i also dunno...hardworking? can't make it...everyday open book and revising? never b4...form five dy....i also dunoo what to do...today take 5 paper of moral, physic, biology, add math and math from 8a.m. to 12.45 p.m. nearly 2 or 3 paper juz use half an hour to finish it...and yet i blank the answer there...little %>_<%...hate it...study hard!!!!need to try for it...juz left about 8 months like that dy....Good Luck...

arg

Got friends...but what use...go out with this friend and another friend will say...really hard to go out...but didn't go out at home damn sienzz...why nowadays so easy argue with them...i don't know why...it iz this call life? what gonna to do...seldom sms also nothing...everyday sms make no sense and nothing to talk...find them also nothing to talk...everyday going out gossiping maybe can relax myself..but then easy to argue...use the same excuse...accompany people lar...nevermind lar, u go find the one you want to find...before say people see yourself first la...maybe u also got say before...u juz never remember it and use it back on us...O(∩_∩)O...argue juz last for a day...it won't be longer than a day...that make us what we are today [ Best Friend Forever]...

CNY

This year CNY looks quite not bad...at least got go out till midnight only back...bad girl? haha...still a good girl k...just gambling and gambling for this few days...quite syok although got lose little nia...first day night go my grandma's house...my cousin there with her bad mood leave me alone with my another cousin...sweat la!! want hantam her dy!!...every year just three of us will gather and ignore other people...this need scold two of them so bad...ask them go start conversation with one of the cousin...no people want...This year also is my grandma celebrate her birthday...mmmm....the most most bei tahan things is that the weather sibei hot la...sleep? also need find a suitable place to have a rest...k la...don't know want to write what dy...no idea...zzz...

Tiring

Friday having badminton competition for school...i'm going just to complete my job that is to be photographer...haha...although my skills not so good...but just take nia la...the competition held two day...what to do...on saturday need get up early and rush to the place...i'm so lazy to wake up man...one week juz have a day to rest enough...after that,on the afternoon till evening going to walk walk around with mum and sis...buy buy buy..but i'm buying nothing...no mood to see...too tired...then during night go church...some more that night is giving talk...my friend and i keeping talk and talk...showing no respect...so 'paiseh'...then turn to be sunday...i'm not going church cuz going ipoh with the birthday girl...but afternoon only go...the birthday girl treat us good meals...haha...she a lot $$...not easy bankrupt...and we all wearing the same shirt...shit man...the shirt is so tight for me...all the fats shown out...shame...see them buying this buying that...i'm juz buying little things nia...=_=...reach home alsmost 12a.m. dy...then going online till 1a.m. something...gonna off...need go sleep and get ready to school...I'M SO LAZYYYYY!!!!!

Luck of New Year Eve

Happy New Year 2010 to all of u!!!

Going for new year eve 2010 party...before that we helping out at the place...a whole afternoon going to buy hotdogs, nuggets, fishball, chicken wings and don't know what else...on the way buying, as usual we will stop at a shop having a tea break for about half an hour above...haha...enjoying... then going back go and fried the things that buy...reach the time, can't say too few people and too many join the party...there are also about 4 cakes for the celebration of 2010...crazy...11p.m celebrate last 2009 with a cake...then 12 smth celebrate new 2010 with other cake...other two cakes had eaten during the party time...the games prepared by friend can't make it...no one cooperate with her although she shout there shout here...but lastly play another game...haha...pity her!!...


About 10p.m something like that, going out play with the snow spray...swt!!...because of the things, friend chase me and then i fell down on the road...aduh, pain leeee....hand and leg both also kena...what a luck...after that, walk also got problem...


About 11p.m something, i going find my friends to wait for the new year 2010 to come...luckily my transport got the ‘pop' things to play...if not the 12a.m. sure damn nothing to do...then after a girl come back from dating, we continue our new year...going out to take a fresh breathe dark in the morning...after all calling by parents, without waste time all had gone back...haha...